2 thoughts on “Why you sometimes want to kill your husband

  1. Yes…I also feel like killing my husband. I know it is a big red flag re. how hurt, angry, disapponted I am with his lies. We have been to counseling numerous times. He cries in front of the counselor to get attention and appear to be repentant.
    If I am anrgy re. his lies he diverts into criticisng me =rabbit trail of avoidance.
    He plays the victum. There is never any true repentance. He wants to do as he pleases and says he only needs to be accountable to God.
    No chance of more counseling because he says that I will ‘ blacken him’ to the counsellor. He is primarilly concerned with how he appears to others. The info I have been reading about christian narcissists has convinced me that he is the adult male poster child of such.

    • Kathryn,
      You are definitely in a difficult situation – but this is not too big for God – your Dad. I encourage you to stop doing anything to change your husband. It’s obvious he doesn’t want to change and enjoys his sin. Hand him over to God.
      When fighting these types of battles it is impertinent that you begin to fast and pray. (Read all my posts under Fasting). I recommend a long fast such as 6 months to one year. The most powerful fasts are often Media Fasts. This means no TV, No movies, no social media, or internet, etc. Only listen to Christian music and read the bible. This can drive away much of the darkness and prepare the ground for deliverance.

      I encourage you to read all our posts on Armor of God, be sure to follow the instructions very carefully as this will be your key to overcoming difficulties and spiritual warfare. I also encourage you to read all our posts on Inner Healing, as this will help to bring healing to your mind and heart during this stressful time. This will also help insure that a root of bitterness does not develop and cause further pain in your life. I would encourage you to further read the teachings under Demons, Discouragement, Spiritual Warfare, Growing Spiritually and Wisdom.

      Daily Quiet Time is essential during this time. As this will bring you the peace and solace that you will need during this time. https://jackieosinski.wordpress.com/2015/09/28/quiet-time-will-radically-change-your-life/

      You are still called to a live of peace, even in the midst of adversity. You must know this. Your peace is not based on the outcome of your marriage but by knowing Jesus intimately and walking closely with Him. Find this peace. Stay in the Word of God daily and diligently begin to memorize bible verses on a daily basis. YOUR PEACE WILL BE YOUR POWER. Once you have this no one can steal this from you.

      We are standing with you in faith for a complete victory. What God has done for others He can do for you. We just need to get Satan out of the way. Be strong in the Power of the Holy Spirit.

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